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Evil, Screaming, Gluttonous Women: A Collection

Writing
Sara Pandey

Hungry Woman

Here is a list of things I wish I could eat –
A bowl of hot ramen on a cold winter night
The soft gooey brownie cookie stolen from a friend’s plate
A sliced mango, juice running down my wrists

The words I hurled at my mother when I was home for the summer.

She said two things and I said two things back
And now we have four big things left to rot around the house
Heavy and bitter, smelling of food that’s gone stale.
“She is exactly like you!”, my friends exclaim
But really I know, I am exactly like her.
Now I’m sitting here with a hunger that burns
For all the foods I could have eaten with her
For you see, my mother is a hungry woman too.


Angry Woman
Woman sitting angrily at table, pretending not to be angry
Eating lunch furiously, salad papad and chutney

Shoving that fucking fork in her mouth, she’d rather kill herself frankly
Fucking fork punctures her fucking tongue, still, pretending not to be angry

“No no tell me more”, she spits out that chutney across the floor
She wrings his neck and takes his case then obliterates those glasses off his face

The crowd goes wild, cheering noises, claps and hoots
“Back to earth sara”, they snap their fingers, they tap her shoes

Angry woman sitting at lunch, choking down the gluttony
Pretending not to taste blood, pretending not to be angry.

Thirsty woman

कल तम्हारी याद में चाय बनाई
मैंप्यासी, तम्हु गटकती गयी
जसै ेतम्हारी ु मीठी आवाज़ प्यालेमेंघलु गई हो
और मेरेस्तन सेहोकर, कोई नदी बह जाए।

(Yesterday, I brew tea in your memory
Parched, I kept gulping you down
As if your sweet voice dissolved in my cup
And flowed through my breast like a river running.)

Concept Note

Evil, Screaming, Gluttonous Women uses food as an emotional archive, tracing how appetite carries memory across generations and relationships. I wrote these over the course of my last semester in college, trying to document my journey into womanhood through food – a site of conflict, longing, inheritance and intimacy that I’ve felt more and more strongly about as I grow up. A big part of this series is attempting to reclaim an “excess” in women that is often most expressed through foods and appetites in many families today.

Artist Bio

Sara Pandey is a recent English graduate from Ashoka University. She spends most of her days writing for ads, some of her days writing films and even less writing poetry. Friends report her to be “deeply obsessed with feeling big feelings”. You can find more of her work on food, love and growing up on @sara.pandeyy over on Instagram

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